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its health problem. I am 30 m unmarried and masturbation addict since i was 12.
it destroyed me all my eyes , kidney, memory, health and life. It effects like low erection or no erection and 5 sec ejaculation period, discolor sperm, stupid face, zig zag fingers wrinkles in hands etc.
I usually masturbate 2to 3 times continuously and in morning 1 to 2 times. It happens 1 to 5 times a week.
i dislike it from initial, i try my best but i failed. I stop watching pron, stop watching girls , stop watching tv, keep busy myself, less eating so that less sperm generate. Bent towards religion . Loved (that ppl say the strongest power but it failed in front of addiction).
when it overcomes me i could not differentiate my good or bad, i could not prevent myself from masturbation.
Dont say it is good or healthy. Dont give general suggestions because i have tried my will power and other controlling way that all failed.
Can the chemical that produce in brain that cause sex may stop.
Pl suggest and help.